Thursday, April 5, 2012

what's going on? and more

ASSEMBLE

ASSEMBLE MY HEART
WOULD YOU PLEASE.
I AM IN NEED OF REPAIR
AND I DO NOT HAVE THE TOOLS
I AM GETTING RUSTY AND THAT
IS NOT COOL.

ASSEMBLE ME IF YOU CAN
AND USE THE MAGIC OF YOUR HANDS.
THE WEAR AND TEARS GOT
THE BEST OF ME AND I HAVE WORK
SO HARD ALL THIS YEARS.

TAKEN APART AND NEVER PUT BACK
LIKE I SHOULD AND THE NOISES I MAKE ARE NOT
BY CHOICE.

ASSEMBLE ME EVEN IF YOU MUST FIND
NEW TECHNOLOGY, JUST FIX ME UP PLEASE.

ASSEMBLE ME AND YOU WILL SEE
THAT MAINTAINING YOURS I WOULD BE.
I WILL HONOR YOUR AMAZING WORKING
HANDS AND WILL GIVE YOU ALL THE
BENEFITS I CAN.
ASSEMBLE ME ASSEMBLE ME.

DESPERLY

DESPERLY I TRY TO HOLD ON!
THE PAIN IS TO MUCH AND
TRIES TO DRIVE ME INSANE.
FILL WITH GRIEF AND WITH
OUT CONSOLATION I FACE THIS DAY
AND THE NATION.

I TRY TO CONTROL MYSELF AND
HOLD ALL THE PIECES TOGETHER BUT
I COULDN’T FOR THE PIECES WENT
ALL OVER THE PLACES.
SHOCK AND LOST IN THIS DAY
I SEEK MANY THINGS TO EASE THE
PAIN. THERE IS NONE AND WOULD I
GET WELL? THIS PAIN IS LIKE BEEN
IN HELL.
DESPERLY I ASK FOR ANSWERS BUT
THERE STILL IS THAT VOID AND THE
DAYS GETS DARKER AND I CAN’T SEE.
WHAT WILL BECOME OF ME.
DESPERLY TRYING TO FIND THE BASE OF
MY STRUCTURE THAT HAS TAKEN A HIT
I BARELY STAND HERE.
I MUST FIND THE PIECES THAT HAS
BEEN BLOWN AWAY AND PUT THEM TOGETHER
IF I AM TO REMAIN.

DESPERLY, DESPERLY T TRV AND TRY BUT SEEMS
TO BE COUGHT_UP IN ALL THIS CRYS.
DESPERLY I AM TODAY WITH MY HEART
FULL OF PAIN. MAY THE LIGHT BE WITH
ME AS T SEEK ALL THE PIECES FAR AND NEAR, THIS PUZZLE
OF LIFE MUST COME TOGETHER AS I STRIDE TO SEE ANOTHER
DAY, I LOST AND WITH OUT MANY WORDS FOR THIS
HEART OF MINE BARELY BREATHE AND BEAT
RIGHT FOR THE PAIN IS TO MUCH IT NUMBED MY INSIDE.

I AM SO COLD
I AM SO COLD!
MY BODY FEELS OUT OF TOUCH
TODAY.
THE DAYS TURNED INTO HOURS, THE HOURS
INTO DAYS, AND THE WEEKS CAME AND THE MONTHS
EVEN THE LONG YEARS.
IT HAS BEEN YEARS SINCE I BEEN TOUCHED..
MY MORTAL HUMAN BODY SUFFERS SO MUCH.
I HAVE NOT BEEN HUGGED LIKE I SHOULD
AND MY BEING IS ICE COLD.
IS THIS POSSIBLE THAT I COULD GO ON
WITH OUT THE WARMTH OF SOMES ARMS.
I REMAIN BUT WHAT IS THERE EVERYTHING
IS SO COLD! WOULD I FEEL YOU WHEN YOU
WILL PUT YOUR ARMS AROUND ME?
WOULD THERE COME THAT CHANCE FOR YOU
AND ME?
I HAVE THIS FEELINGS THAT ARE ICE CUBES
THEY ROLL THROUGH MY VAINS.
EVERY CUBES I COULD FEEL TRYING
TO FIND THE WAY, BUT OH THIS IS SO COLD.
I AM SO COLD CAN YOU UNDERSTAND
CAN YOU REACH INTO ME WITH YOUR
WARM HANDS, I WAITED FOR SO LONG
FROZEN IN TIME TILL I GET HOME.
HAVE MERCY AND REACH OUT I AM LOST
IN THIS COLD WORLD THE ONE I KNOWN ALL
ALONG.

SILENCE

SILENCE
RETAINED IN SILENCE
WITHOUT A WORD TO OTHER.
SWIFTLY AND ERRATICALLY
THEY HAVE DEMANDED
NOT A WORD YOU UNDERSTAND.
DESPERLY MY HUMAN WAYS
TRYING TO SAY SOMETHING BUT I CAN’T.
THE PRECONSIVED NOTIONS
BRANDISHING MY SOUL
I COULDN’T SPEAK NO MORE.
SILENCE, SILENCED
WITH OUT AN APOLOGY
THE RAGE MADE ME CRY TO BE
DIHUMANISED TIME AND TIME.
THE GIANT HAVE ALL THE CONTROL
SPOILING AND FRIGHTEN MY MORTAL
BEIN
THE PREJUDICE AND SELFISHNESS
COUNTING LIFE THE HOURS
THE EXTREME AND ADVIOUS
MALISE DISPLAYED.

SILENCE THE CROWN THEY WORE
TO TRAWMATIZE MY SOUL.
RETAINED IN SILENCE AND
TRYING TO RECUPERATE
HOLDING ON AS THEY TRY TO
EXTERMINATE.
SHOCK AND LOST SHAMMED THAT
I CAN’T COMEOUT OF THIS HOLDING
THE PILED WEIGHTS ARE TO MUCH
IT IS ADVIOUS THE USELESS ABSOLUTE EMPTINESS
THAT CRIPPLE MY UNIQUE HEART WITH PAIN.


I AM YOUR TRUE FRIEND...
I AM YOUR TRUE FRIEND
AND I AM HERE TO LISTEN TO YOU
EVEN WHEN YOU DO NOT BELIEVE THAT
IT WILL MAKE ANY SENSES TO SHARE YOUR WORLD
WITH ME.

I AM YOUR FRIEND FOR ALWAYS
AND I KNOW THE RESPONSIBILITIES IT TAKES
TO BE ONE.

I AM YOUR TRUE FRIEND AND I AM HERE TO SUPPORT YOU
WHEN YOU NEED ME THE MOST. I WILL DO MY
BEST TO HELP YOU WITH THE TUFF DECISIONS
AND I WILL ASSIST YOU IN ALL I CAN.

WHEN YOUR HEART IS HEAVY AND NO ONE
SEEMS TO KNOW WHAT YOU GOING THROUGH
KNOW THAT I BEEN ON THAT SAD ROAD TOO.

I AM YOUR TRUE FRIEND AND I UNDERSTAND
AND DON’T YOU EVER LET GO OF MY HANDS.
I WILL SWIM THE BIGGEST OCEANS, AND CLIMB
THE HIGHEST MOUNTAIN TO FIND THAT HELP
YOU NEED THE MOST.

I WOULD GIVE ALL T HAVE TO ERASE ALL YOUR PAIN
AND IF THIS WILL HELP LISTEN TO ME AGIN,
I AM HERE FOR YOU AND I AM YOUR FRIEND.

LEAN ON ME ANYTIMES YOU SHOULD
I AM JUST AS HUMAN AS YOU AND MY DESIRES
IS TO HEAL. YOU UNDERSTAND BECAUSE IN REALITY
I AM YOUR TRUE AND FOR EVER FRIEND.

WHAT IS GOING ON?

WHAT IS GOING ON TODAY
ISN’T THERE, SHOULD BE SUNSHINE
BUT WE JUST GOT THE RAIN.

IT HAS BEEN RAINING FOR SO LONG
AND THE EARTH IS IN FLOODING PAIN
IT HAS TAKEN ALL THOSE DAILY FALL OF RAIN.

WHAT IS GOIN ON'
EVERYTHING SEEMS DARK UNDER THIS CLOUDS.
OH SHINE UPON ME AND ON THIS EARTH SUNSHINE
LET ME FEEL THE RAYS OF YOUR LIGHTS.

THE COMBINATION OF ALL THE FALLEN TEARS
ARE MIXED WITH THE RAIN YOU SEE!
THE CRUELTY IMPOSED IN ALL OF OUR
MORTAL BEINGS TEARS ARE FALLING HEAVY
AS THE RAIN.

WHAT IS GOING ON?
I HEARD THE PREDICTION OF A SUNNY DAY TO COME
BUT WILL I SURVIVE LONG ENOUGH TO SEE
THE SUN?
LIFE NEEDS SUN AS WELL AS RAIN AND THAT COMBINATTON
IS BEEN BROCKEN TIME AND TIME AGAIN.

THE WORLD IS CHANGING ALL AROUND US
AND THE CLIMATE ARE UNREAL TO THE
WAY IT WAS. FEARS SETS IN EACH AND
EVERYDAYS AND THE WORRIES JUST BEGUN.

WHAT IS GOING ON, WHAT IS GOING ON.
LET IT RAIN BUT LET IT BE SUNSHINE MOTHER
EARTH HAD ENOUGH OF JUST ONE THING.
SHINE AND SHINE JUST FOR A DAY AND MAKE
THIS HEART OF MINE SUSTAIN THE RAIN.